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Going Back on Medication & OCD

After 13 months of no medication and managing a range of conditions by myself, I realised I could no longer manage without some sort of intervention. I went to my doctor yesterday to discuss my anxiety and any new relevant information. She decided (based on my medical history and on new symptoms) that Prozac would be the best option for me.

Prozac is a SSRI antidepressant that positively affects communication between nerve cells in the central nervous system and restores chemical balances within the brain. It is used to treat major depressive disorder, eating disorders, obsessive compulsive disorder and some anxiety conditions. Prozac is a strong medication and can cause more severe side effects compared to other medication. Common Prozac side effects may include sleep problems, dreams, headaches, dizziness, shaking, feeling anxious, weakness, tiredness, loss of appetite and weight loss, sweating or hot flashes, flu symptoms, nausea and tremors.

I know a lot of people have negative views on the use of medication for the treatment of mental health problems; especially when a comes to a drug as strong as Prozac. For 13 months I have pondered these views myself and believe that using medication is in my best interest. You would not rob an asthmatic of their inhaler or a diabetic of their insulin; why rob a sufferer of mental health their medication if it is needed?

Whilst at the doctors, some symptoms of OCD were picked up and then diagnosed, which I think is one of the core reasons I was put on this drug compared to other psychiatric medication.

Obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD) is a common mental health condition in which a person has obsessive thoughts and compulsive behaviours. Most people with OCD will have obsessions or compulsions. An obsession is an unwanted and unpleasant thought, image or urge that repeatedly enters your mind, causing feelings of anxiety, disgust or unease. A compulsion is a repetitive behaviour or mental act that you feel you need to carry out to try to temporarily relieve the unpleasant feelings brought on by the obsessive thought.


I’ll now be under review continuously for medication and checks on my mental health and there’s no guarantee that this will improve my mental health. However, medication is not a magic pill or an instant cure; it just makes things more manageable and helps sort out brain imbalances.

I will keep you guys updated on everything and hope that the next few months will be positive.

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I was REALLY sick…

I was on instagram last night when I went onto my instagram profile. I decided to just stroll through my pictures and found some from 2014/2015. For those who know me, you’ll understand that during this time I was in the depths of my eating disorder. At the time, I didn’t really know this. I thought I was okay. I thought I was better than I’d ever been. How wrong I was though. June 2014 consisted of doctors appointments, hospital appointments, blood tests, scans, meetings with college, intervention from community mental health teams and social services. My weight was drastically dropping by each day. The calories kept getting lower and lower.


Whilst going through those pictures last night; I had the realisation that I was actually really sick back then. How I had managed to feel so healthy I have no idea. How did I survive on no calories for a week? How did I manage to exercise every waking hour of the day?


I knew that I was sick, I just don’t think I realised how sick I was. I thought I was getting healthy and stronger, not unhealthy and weaker. I remember getting every single illness going; my immune system was very weak. I was always cold yet I still took freezing showers. My muscles always ached and bruised but I would walk for hours on end.

All I wanted to do was sleep and food plagued every single thought.


Anorexia is such a wretched disease.

It stops its victims even noticing theres something wrong. It refuses to let them see their true self or feel any sort of happiness.

Anorexia is strong, but Savannah is stronger.

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#ThisIsMe Project

I’ve decided to set up a project that allows others to express their thoughts and feelings. I understand that it can be difficult to set up a blog and led the entire world read your deepest thoughts and feelings, which is why I created the #ThisIsMe Project. The project will share the stories of others on this blog. You can remain totally anonymous which means you can blog to your hearts content and share your views without feeling exposed!

This project is open to anybody who suffers from a condition and who wants to share their story. Conditions can range from mental health conditions and illness, autism spectrum disorders and sensory disorders.

Interested or want to know more?

Email now!

I look forward to hearing from you!

Ps, please share this blog post to let others know about the project!


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Now blogging for the Huffington Post

This morning, my first article was published on the Huffington Post – a politically liberal American online news aggregator and blog that has both localised and international editions founded by Arianna Huffington, Kenneth Lerer, Andrew Breitbart, and Jonah Peretti, featuring columnists.

This is such a big achievement for me and I have strived so hard to get to as many people as possible over the year that I have tried to advocate for mental health. I feel so blessed that I am now able to reach to larger audiences and help educate on what mental illness really is like.

Here is my article on the Huffington Post website:

What Life Is Really Like With Anorexia


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The Liebster Award

Thank you to selflovdiva for nominating me for this award. She has asked me to answer the following 11 questions:

  • Why did you start your blog?

I started my blog in order to raise awareness for mental health problems and to help other people.

  • What inspires you the most? 

People who get through every single day when they’re dying inside.

  • What is your favourite movie of all time?

My favourite movie…this is such a hard one as I’m such an indecisive person! But a film I would gladly watch over and over again has to be…the gruffalo. 

  • If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go and why? 

If I could go anywhere in the world I would go to Los Angeles as its a place I’ve always dreamed of going, but as I’m going to America in June this could just happen 🙂

  • Your reaction when you heard you were nominated for the Liebster Award? 

I was so excited and so thankful.

  • How do you practice Self-Love? 

In all honestly, self-love is not something I am very good at. 

  • What is the one biggest challenge for your blog right now? 

One big challenge for this blog is being able to spread awareness and reality of mental illness without expressing my own thought processes too much.

  • Red or white wine? Why? 

Neither! Not a great lover of wine.

  • What actor would you choose to play you in a movie or your real life? 

Nikki Reed – after seeing her in Thirteen I think she’d have a good understanding of my life.

  • What is your dream job? 

Special Educational Needs Teacher

  • Describe your Future Self for me! (Character & personality wise) 

My future self will hopefully be strong, helpful, a good wife, a caring mother. 

Okay so now all the question’s are answered, I am going to nominate the following people who will need to answer my questions:

Rules of the award:

  1. You have to thank the blog that nominated you
  2. You have to answer the questions asked by the blog that nominated you
  3. You have to nominate 11 other  bloggers
  4. You have to set new questions for your nominees

My questions to you are:

  • How old were you when you started blogging?
  • Why did you decide to start blogging?
  • Who is your favourite blogger and why?
  • If you could take your blog to any country, where would it be?
  • What would you tell your future self?
  • What is your favourite colour?
  • Are you an organised or organised person?
  • Do you have any pets?
  • How old is your blog?
  • What keeps you motivated to blog?

Have fun and enjoy!