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100 Reasons to Stay Alive

Suicidal thoughts make every minute of the day a struggle. We are often left questioning why we are still here and what the future holds for us. We wonder how we can keep living a life that has been so hard. We wonder if we’ll ever get better and get the help we need. Mental… Continue reading 100 Reasons to Stay Alive

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What Does an Eating Disorder Look Like?

Whilst at the Feel Happy Eating Fix, the big subject of the media came up. Ever since, Iโ€™ve been thinking about the role of the media on eating disorders. It is a large topic, one that can bring up a lot of opinion. Honestly, I do think that the media plays a big role on… Continue reading What Does an Eating Disorder Look Like?

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“You asked me before if I was coping…”

So many emotions…so much pain. Sigh. I know how life can turn on you sometimes. How it can make you feel…lonely. Scared. Life can be so cruel sometimes….I canโ€™t handle it. I donโ€™t know what to do. You asked me before it I was coping. Iโ€™m not coping. Not at all. I distanced myself from… Continue reading “You asked me before if I was coping…”

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If tears could build a stairway,

If tears could build a stairway, and memories a lane. I would walk right up to Heaven and bring you back again. No farewell words were spoken, No time to say “Goodbye”. You were gone before I knew it, and only God knows why. My heart still aches with sadness, and secret tears still flow.… Continue reading If tears could build a stairway,